I’ve been in NE for a year now, and nothing but bad luck literally bad luck per month. Not 1 single good month yet. This past month (Aug) my motor messed up and the warranty refuses to pay for it, so now finances are maxed out. I feel like every time God sees me coming up he goes “oops I forgot about you” and boots me in the face so I fall to the bottom again. Every day I pray or talk to God, I don’t go to bars, I dont drink, smoke or chew. I work. That’s all I do is literally work. If I have time off I stay home or travel to see my mom. I just don’t get why god is constantly kicking me in the face day after day. Yes I read my Bible so don’t go off about that.